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I stand because i can't back d
I stand because i can't back down, because i can't quit, because there is a need to be there, i will fight on no matter how many times i fall, i will be there though the pain, though suffering, as long as my hope has a light i will smile, as long as my courage has an ounce of strength, I will carry on with no fear. As long as my love is not burdened with hate, it will not fail. This is a life I choose to lead, who will follow me.
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Darkness is swarming me, filli
Darkness is swarming me, filling up my heart, dragging me into an abyss, I try breaking free, but the chain of despair holds onto me tightly, as I struggle forward my footing is lost, and I fall to the ground, with nothing to hold to, I am dragged into it consuming mouth, to be never heard of again.
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I've lost my mind
As I'm sitting in the forest that is peaceful and silent, I close my eyes and let my mind wander. What would happen if time just slowly slowed down and completely  stopped? What will happen if you had time to smell the flowers? Would life continue even though time is frozen as ice, would life be peaceful if you only knew what you're missing? The winds picked up around me as sit and wonder about simple things. As a soft yawn escapes my lips; my mind slips away into the world of dreams. The trees rustle knowing what is happening, the animals start to move around and about. My mind starts wander even more than before bringing me deeper in my slumber, my body starts to sink in the sand, being wrapped in the roots. My mind is still wandering around above the ground as my body is fully absorbed by the Earth. My mind will never know the truth because it will always be free to be what it wants to be.
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the fallen tears
I'm on my knees weeping above a delicate red rose; my hands are bleeding from it fallen thorns and each tear that I shed a single petal falls away. This rose is all I have left but yet I can't stop it from dying, I have gave it everything and yet it doesn't grow or spread, I have chopped down the trees around it to give it light, I pulled the weeds from beneath it to give it space, and yet here it is slowly dying and there's nothing I can do to stop it slow and painful death, so here I am on my knees dirty and scraped, I yell at the Gods, why can't I keep it alive, as I get up my final tear falls and lands on one of the petals, and that petal wilts away to dust, and I realize it is me that kills it, and not the land, I stumble away crying knowing what I did cannot be undone, my hope crushed and dreams gone I try and live on….
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Rose
I'm on my knees weeping above a delicate red rose; my hands are bleeding from it fallen thorns and each tear that I shed a single petal falls away. This rose is all I have left but yet I can't stop it from dying, I have gave it everything and yet it doesn't grow or spread, I have chopped down the trees around it to give it light I pulled the weeds from beneath it to give it space and yet here it is slowly dying and there's nothing I can do to stop it slow and painful death, so here I am on my knees dirty and scraped, why I yell at the Gods, why can't I keep it alive, as I get up my final tear falls and lands on one of the petals, and that petal wilts away to dust, and I realize it is me that kills it not the land, I stumble away crying knowing what I did cannot be undone, my hope crushed and dreams gone I try and live on….
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Literature
Death for a thought
Blade in hand, gun in sight, her I sit wondering how I got into this mess. The knife is long and painful, yet it satisfies your need, while the gun is one of the few ways out. which do I choose some will say, while most drop the knife, and throw the gun away, yet still others will open them self or end it forever, but here I sit wondering what to do, am I a coward or a man, am I crazy or sane, I will never know for this is a choice I will not make because no matter what it is it will be wrong in your eyes and mine.
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Literature
Secret of secret
Though this paper you shall learn a secret. It is called the secret of secrects. But by the time you learn the secret of secrets you will be fighting for your life agaist the keeper of the secret of secrets. Even he does not know the secret of secrets. He joined this clan of secrets, because people that learn of the secret of secrets will abuse the knowlege and try using the secret of secrets to take over the realms of secrets. The secret of secrets is a powerful and old secrect passed down by Master and Keeper to apprentice and minon to protect the anicent and mighty secret. Even the creator of the secret of secrets did not realize he made this pure secret. He passed on with all and none of the knowlege of the secret of secrets. Over thousands of years, we and oyr ancestors have protected this secret of secrets with our lifes and our own secrets so that it will not consume all that is around us. You now the secret of secrets. You have a simple choice now, join our clan or die. The sec
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Tales
As the tale of lore and legend are spun around the fire. The children sit and listen wraped in the webs of intrigue of the speakers making. But only one tale of old stood out the most, a tale holds a bit of truth. This tale spins in my head waiting for it to be told once again. So I ask you as the listener, will you spread this tale of awe. This tale has brought tears of joys yet at the same time this has brought tears of sadness and disappointment. Yet for others this doesn't ring true nor close, but for many it gives a true and and deep meaning. This tale has sprung heroes and villains, dreams and ideas, love and hate, happiness and sadness, all of these have been struck or given, even taken... Now rise and tell this tale for it is in your heart, it does not need to be told by me, because this tale differs from person to person, life to life, dream to dream, and so on... I hope your mind, your heart, your soul, even your eyes are open for that is why I told this final and awe-inspiri
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Fading away
Each day my pain fades into darkness. As the darkness that grows inside i give myself up to deal with my problems. one day i will become new, unhindered, and unburden. Intill then im gonna try and stay alive. I use to love now I forget how, I laugh with pain, smile with misery, i do everything for the wrong reason now, and i dont mind. When accept my new self i will more then likely lose the rest of my friends becasue the path i take now is dark. I walk away from Pureness I thought I had. "Hello darkness my old friend i come to talk to you again" the quote that pegs me down the easyest now. I can't shed tears for what has never been, I can't give in to what i was always. So now what I do that I joined, na realzed what i am.
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Literature
As I sit here
As I sit here with a knife to my wrist as i wander though my memeries. Every experinece i had made me stronger most will say. I just say they make you carzy. so as I look at my hand that is given to me by fate and death., I see only two possabiltys that will make me happy. One not so pleast for the people that have to clean the mess, while the other will make me go to a white room. Which one should I pick as I sit wondering. My hand is still wavering over my wrist, then I let go of the razor that held my life. I decided to play a wild card that will allow me to stumble though my life. Now I sit here wondering if that was wise choice. I know it will take hell it self to find myself again in that state.
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Literature
Him
Most men want to be with companions but not him. He stands each staring at the horizon, even in rain, snow, or hail, it's all the same to him, while the wind blows back his silky silver hair. His eyes are as alive as a 10 year corpse and when you stare into them it is like a staring contest with medusa. he is as lean as a young tree and as strong as a rhino. His skin is as pale as snow and as smooth as untouched water. He is as silent as the night wind and as calm as the air before a storm. He is a tall as 20 to 30 hands. He wears leather from his torso to his feet that is as black as a moonless and starless night. On his left hip lays a hilt trimed in gold with blade marked with latten. He is as graceful and elagant as a wood elf and as aggersize as a boar.When he stirkes with his sword it is as powerful as a bears claw and as percise as a falcon hunting its prey
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Invisable
When I sit I'm as seen as the wind
When I speak up I'm like the voice in your head thought of but not heard
When I finally do something noteable it's set aside like a old toy
When I ask for help I'm scoff at
So now I hide from myself eevery time I think
I wisper when I talk
I hide my actions from everyone else
To me I'm just a Nobody
To everyone else I'm a stepping stone
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hope?
When they look upon my life all they see hope and joy
Never knowing the festering wounds on the inside
I try my best to cover them up but salt does not work
All it does is burn and bleed
So all I do is wrap it in joy and hide it lies
Hoping it will stay hidden and not dissolve the wraps
The wounds continue to fester each and every day as i lie down and say to myself it will be okay
Now i don't know were they begin and end for they are strung togrther
I find new wraps every day to keep me alive but they shrink by the time I fall asleep
Thinking to myself tomorrow will be better
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Chris
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Im tired please end me...

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Sigh.... what to do. No one keeps in touch with me no matter what I do. So should I give up and become a loner and separate myself from the world?

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cadaverlee Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Tag, you're it.

(But you don't have to do it if you really don't want to)
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cadaverlee Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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laughrandom Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2011
FOUND U :3 -derp-
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BaneTheWanderer Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2011
did u?
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InsanityTheCrazy Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2010
random :glomp:
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BaneTheWanderer Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2010
whats random
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InsanityTheCrazy Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2010
random glomp.. duh! pssshhha!... lolz
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Lunar-Oatmeal Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Who is this?
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BaneTheWanderer Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2010
Chris colby remember me
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Lunar-Oatmeal Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
AH!!! yeah I remember we played magic and talked about nerd stuff in our crapy ass math class
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